Myself...

Myself...
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Sura aur Asura

Category: By Ramakrishna Podila
Amazing it was, to watch Tom Hanks on the screen for the first time in the States!! Ron Howard did a good job with Dan Brown's A&D. But personally, I love Akiva's screenplay!!

Of Coz, reading the book has its own flavor. You are the director then!! I loved some dialogues!1 Hats off to Tom Hanks, once again!! He is simply superb.

Camerlango asks,' Do you believe in God, Sir?' and
Langden replies,'I'm an acad. Science tells me God must exist. My mind tells me I will never understand God'
C: 'What does your Heart say?'
L: 'I am not meant to.'

I love this from the book:
To the Illuminati, and to those of science, let me say this. You have won the war.

The wheels have been in motion for a long time. Your victory has been inevitable. Never before has it been as obvious as it is at this moment. Science is the new god.

Medicine, electronic communications, space travel, genetic manipulation… these are the miracles about which we now tell our children. These are the miracles we herald as proof that science will bring us the answers. The ancient stories of immaculate conceptions, burning bushes, and parting seas are no longer relevant. God has become obsolete. Science has won the battle. We concede.

But science’s victory has cost every one of us. And it has cost us deeply.

Science may have alleviated the miseries of disease and drudgery and provided an array of gadgetry for our entertainment and convenience, but is has left us in a world with out wonder. Our sunsets have been reduced to wavelengths and frequencies. The complexities of the universe have been shredded into mathematical equations. Even our self-worth as human beings has been destroyed. Science proclaims that Planet Earth and its inhabitants are a meaningless speck in the grand scheme. A cosmic accident. Even the technology that promises to unite us, divides us. Each of us is now electronically connected to the globe, and yet we feel utterly alone. We are bombarded with violence, division, fracture, and betrayal. Skepticism has become a virtue. Cynicism and demand for proof has become enlightened thought. Is it any wonder that humans now feel more depressed and defeated than they have at any point in human history? Does science hold anything sacred? Science looks for answers by probing our unborn fetuses. Science even presumes to rearrange our own DNA. It shatters God’s world into smaller and smaller pieces in quest of meaning… and all it finds is more questions.

The ancient war between science and religion as over. You have won. But you have not won fairly. You have not won by providing answers. You have won by so radically reorienting our society that the truths we once saw as signposts now seem inapplicable. Religion cannot keep up. Scientific growth is exponential. It feeds on itself like a virus. Every new breakthrough opens doors for new breakthroughs. Mankind took thousands of years to progress from the wheel to the car. Yet only decades from the car into space. Now we measure scientific progress in weeks. We are spinning out of control. The rift between us grows deeper and deeper, and as religion is left behind, people find themselves in a spiritual void. We cry out for meaning. And believe me, we do cry out. WE see UFOs, engage in channeling, spirit contact, out-of-body experiences, mindquests — all these eccentric ideas have a scientific veneer, but they are unashamedly irrational. They are the desperate cry of the modern soul, lonely and tormented, crippled by its own enlightenment and its inability to accept meaning in anything removed from technology.

Science, you say, will save us. Science, I say, has destroyed us. Since the days of Galileo, the church has tried to slow the relentless march of science, sometimes with misguided means, but always with benevolent intention. Even so, the temptations are too great for man to resist. I warn you, look around yourselves. The promises of science have not been kept. Promises of efficiency and simplicity have bred nothing but pollution and chaos. We are a fractured and frantic species… moving down a path of destruction.

Who is this God science? Who is the God who offers his people power but no moral framework to tell you how to use that power? What kind of God gives a child fire but does not warn the child of its dangers? The language of science comes with no signposts about good and bad. Science textbooks tell us how to create a nuclear reaction, and yet they contain no chapter asking us if it is a good or a bad idea.

To science, I say this. The church is tired. We are exhausted from trying to be you sign posts. Our resources are drying up from our campaign to be the voice of balance as you plow blindly on in your quest for smaller chips and larger profits. We ask not why you will not govern yourselves, but how can you? Your world moves so fast that if you stop even for an instant to consider the implications of your actions, someone more efficient will whip past you in a blur. So you move on. You proliferate weapons of mass destruction, but it is the Pope who travels the world beseeching leaders to use restraint. You clone living creatures, but it is the church reminding us to consider the moral implications of our actions. You encourage people to interact on phones, video screens, and computers, but it is the church who opens its doors and reminds us to commune in person as we were meant to do. You even murder unborn babies in the name of research that will save lives. Again, it is the church who points the fallacy of that reasoning.

And all the while, you proclaim the church is ignorant. But who is more ignorant? The man who cannot define lightning, or the man who does not respect its awesome power? This church is reaching out to you. Reaching out to everyone. And yet the more we reach, the more you push us away. Show me proof there is a God, you say. I say use your telescopes to look to the heavens, and tell me how there could not be a God! You ask what does God look like. I say, where does that question come from? The answers are one and the same. Do you not see God in you science? How can you miss Him! You proclaim that even the slightest change in the force of gravity or the weight of an atom would have rendered our universe a lifeless mist rather than our magnificent sea of heavenly bodies, and yet you fail to see God’s hand in this? Is it really so much easier to believe that we simply chose the right card from a deck of billions? Have we become so spiritually bankrupt that we would rather believe in mathematical impossibility than in a power greater than us?

Whether or not you believe in God, you must believe this. When we as a species abandon our trust in the power greater than us, we abandon our sense of accountability. Faith… all faiths… are admonitions that there is something we cannot understand, something to which we are accountable… With faith we are accountable to each other, to ourselves, and to a higher truth. Religion is flawed, but only because man is flawed. If the outside world could see this church as I do… looking beyond the ritual of these walls… they would see a modern miracle… a brotherhood of imperfect, simple souls wanting only to be a voice of compassion in a world spinning out of control.

Are we obsolete? Are these men dinosaurs? Am I? Does the world really need a voice for the poor, the weak, the oppressed, the unborn child? Do we really need souls like these who, though imperfect, spend their lives imploring each of us to read the signposts of morality and not lose our way?

Tonight we are perched on a precipice. None of us can afford to be apathetic. Whether you see this evil as Satan, corruption, or immorality, the dark force is alive and growing every day. Do not ignore it. The force, though mighty, is not invincible. Goodness can prevail. Listen to your hearts. Listen to God. Together we can step back from this abyss.

Pray with me.

A humble prayer!

Category: By Ramakrishna Podila
The victory of Deccan Chargers has not given me happiness!It feels difficult to adjust, when some one paints you with a color that isn't yours. Yes, I might sound harsh at times but that is true. Here is yet another situation where in I was painted with a color that was never in my paint box.

The pain caused by such a title next to your name can not be explained. I have nothing to say. Here I am, inspired by the phoenix, living a new life. I am sure I have had more than 500% success. Human mind is never satisfied. Here is a classic example of it and I am living it. When it is confronted with a problem, all that it wants is a solution for it and then it would not stay calm and silent. Rather creates problems by itself. It casts shadows and blinds your eyes. Heart knows the truth but the head would not accept it.

If I have hurt the feelings of any one single individual in my life thro' my egoistic nature, I am here to apologize sincerely. I have never ever wanted it. If you are looking for a person who will accept your better abilities, the first you would find will be me. I feel so better now because I can handle all the situations that come across with out being too emotional. Sometimes silence gives you a lot of peace.

I have always believed in being the best but that would not mean me disparaging others of their wisdom or achievements. If my words sounded like that, please do not mistake me to be an egoist. I have started out as an average student. I toiled in the libraries. I realized all the 24 hours in a day. I prayed and with His grace I have come this far. Many of friends praise me for my achievements but I know where I stand. I have never looked down on an individual. I just knew one thing, to do what I was given. It does not matter how much time you take for it but just finish it with perfection. Just be committed to you job. I bowled 3 overs of raw pace with an injured foot, because my team had a job for me and they placed all their faith in me. I did not look down on other bowlers. If I gave you an advice to bowl straights, fuller or faster, it was in the interest of the victory of the team but never to show off.

Today I stand here, in front of you to let you know that I have always respected you and held every one of you in high regards. I always tell my friends not to discuss people, not to comment on an individual's abilities. I have revolted many times against people and commented them only because I was being disparaged!Yet I was never mean. I love keeping my feet on the ground.

I am but a spec of dust in this cosmos. If Einstein was picking shells on the beach then I have not even seen the sea yet!

My Lord, forgive me if I have not lived up to thy expectations.

Forgive me if 'I' have taken this 'I' with me way past the boundaries.

Forgive me if I had hurt my loved ones with the same 'I'!



I always liked what my fav. poet has to say and I have always followed him:

This is my prayer to thee, my lord---strike,

strike at the root of penury in my heart.

Give me the strength lightly to bear my joys and sorrows.

Give me the strength to make my love fruitful in service.

Give me the strength never to disown the poor

or bend my knees before insolent might.

Give me the strength to raise my mind high above daily trifles.

And give me the strength to surrender my strength to thy will with love.


The Great Andhra Chat...Ikkada Sodi Cheppabadunu!!!

By Ramakrishna Podila
So moving nearer to Swarna Andhrapradesh (the cliched concept of C. B. Naidu) a.k.a Village Green has worked out well. Bhanu, Varun, Kiran and Gautam Unc. came home for a casual chat. We played some good cricket before that. It amazes me as to how our topics change from one to another. I have spoken a lot of things. We strated out from pink phones and went onto politics via praja rajyam and lok satta. Not to leave cricket, movies and progress of young India, the common hot topics of the contemporary youth!

Thx to all...looking fwd to have some more sodi!! I am really waiting for tomm's final Dc vs BRC. Looks like the last years' IPL flipped over!! ;)

Research, Medaitation and Semis

By Ramakrishna Podila
Oye!!! It's friday!! But does it make much difference? Nope, not at all!! Work would still be there only awaiting me to finish it up. Given what kind of procrastinator I am, it is not going to get done soon!!

Well, fun in PhD is Friday does not give you the taste of week end. It rather develops an innate feeling of equanimity (Gyan for the day!!). You feel, every day is the same. Nothing like doing PhD. Believe me. More over, if you are a physicist, this is the most cryogenic thing that one could do!!

I'm lovin' it!!

That apart, I am planning to wake up by 4:30 (at least 5:30) in the morning, in the days to come. Meditate and gym in the mornings. I decided to live 24 hrs a day. I am losing a lot when I sleep!

Delhi vs Deccan: I hope Deccan win. Had a short conversation with my bro' on the same! I wish RGS and Gilli fire up and symonds, Gibbs take it on!! I am looking forward to see Vaas on the side. You will then get an extra battin' option.!!1

Wanna see Deccan in the Finals!!!

The Move....and the check mate!!!!

Category: By Ramakrishna Podila
Check mate!!! Oh! this one is completely different. I never ever believed in the great Big Bang theory until I moved from my old apartment to the new one. Big Bang believes in the whole universe evolving from an infinitely dense point. I used to wonder how the whole universe can be embedded in a single point. But after this experiment of moving my apartment I totally believe in the theory. I never knew that my studio room had so much stuff in it and when I moved to a room that is twice bigger than the older one, amazingly even this one seems to be as full as the older one. You may note that the new apartment is unfurnished (just to add to the amazement!!). Thanks to Lahari, Goutam garu and of course the one and only 'Babai'...Kiran. With out them it would have been impossible to have moved.

Now that I am in a new neighborhood, I will try and be a better and sweet neighbor!!!
Well, I have always been :)....

I successfully completed a Management course in writing Business plans!! I am going to write one!! Will be soon here. I needed the net badly for that and of course for the research work too!!!

Some one said Pictures speak better...I will shortly come up them... Until then Hasta la Vista....

The great Identity loss!!!

Category: By Ramakrishna Podila
Aping the Western culture seems to be the point of discussion today. I guess I would have mugged and delivered at least 10-15 prize winning speeches on the same, with out understanding what those words meant. Probably, I was too young then to digest. (and may be even now!!!). But after having a pretty good trip round the globe and from the experiences garnered from various corners (How True!! I am speaking of SC, TX, and Cali ;)) I think I have enough knowledge to speak on the same.


I hate to see Indian women drink and smoke. (Even Men for that matter..)Indian culture is centred around women and they are the base. To me, Woman is the ruler of the house and if she gets intoxicated, so will be her family!!! I was looking at some friend's pics on orkut and they had good party!!! I am not against enjoyment but slowly this genreation of mine is gettin' away from the so called Indian culture. We are immitating others, following others. I am not sure if I can command others or advice them or yell at them and ask them not to do this. But at least I would not. Just learn from other cultures what is good. But keep your own identity. By aping or mimicking American culture, we are losing our Identity. What are we, if we lose our own identity?? This may sound philosophical, boring or cliched. But it is the truth. Our generation is the main cause of this great identity loss. 'The Namesake' calls Indians born is US A. B. C. D (American Born Confused Desi) but I guess it is we who were born and brought up back in the country, that are in reality confused!! I am here to stand and protect what ever identity we are left with and let it not degrade. I will do what I can. All that I can tell my friends is, do learn from American culture (their thanks givin' or the pot lucks) but do not ape and lose your own identity!!

That apart, it is getting boring!! I thought I would start out on Qualifiers. No luck. I opened the book and it is so difficult for me to study!! I am not sure how I am going to prep my self...God bless me!! I need to start and study a lot!!!

Gist of Samaveda!!

Category: By Ramakrishna Podila
If you wish to know what is poetry, you must know Sirivennela and understand his lyrics.The following is the best ever I heard. This takes the 2nd place on the list. Tagore is undoubtedly the best!!

I am sorry if you are not Telugu. It is a pretty difficult job to explain this. But I will do my best. I will give a literal translation of the song. Look at the end for translated version. It is pretty difficult to digest the song, even if you know telugu!!!

Vidhata talapuna prabhavinchinadi anaadi jeevana vedam...ommm...
prananadulaku spandananosagina aadi pranavanaadam...om...
kanula kolanulo pratibimbinchina viswaroopa vinyaasamm...
edakanumalalo prathidhvaninchina virinchipanchi gaanam....aaa..

sarasaswarasurajhareegamanamavu samaveda saramidi...
nepaadina jeevana geetham...ee geetham..

virinchinai virachinchitini ee kavanam..
vipanchinai vinipinchithini ee geetham....

prathisa vaeneeya paina dinakara mayoogha tantrulapaina..
jagrutha vihanga tathulai vineela gaganapu vedica paina...
palikina kilakila tvanamula swaragathi jagathiki sreekaramu kaaga..
viswakaryamunakidi bhashyamugaaa....


janinchu prathisishu galamuna palikina jeevananaada tarangam
chetana pondina spandana dhvaninchu hrudayamrudangadhvanam..
anaadiraagam aadi talamuna anantha jeevana vaahini gaa..
saagina srushti vilaasamu ne,,,



naa uchwasam kavanam naa nishwasam gamanam....
sarasaswarasurajhareegamanamavu samaveda saramidi...
nepaadina jeevana geetham...ee geetham..


When He had the thoughts of creating the Universe, there was a sound (The Big Bang!!!)....that was AUM

These are the same vibrations of AUM that are generated by the arteries and veins carrying life

This whole configuaration (can't find a better word!!) of the Universe is reflected in the pond of eyes
!!

The song of life, that I am singing is the gist of the Samaveda,ever flowing brook of divine elegant music!! (That is one word...sarasaswarasurajhareegamanamavu!!!! Oof!!)
I am the flower that blooms and I am the Veena that is rendering this song that has assimilated the essence of life!!

This AUM is the music of Sun's rays dancing over the strings of clouds, with dias set by the infinite blue skies and accompanied by the flutters of the wings of birds.

This AUM is the cry of just born child which later translates into it's first heart beat.

This euphoric tune that is played in the first ever taal is never ending and it's swaragathi (Cycle of the tune) is the cycle of life of birth and death.

I inhale the observations I garner from various sights of the world and exhale them as a melody (of life) that comes straight from the heart after shaping up based on the rhythms and responses of the heart generated by the same inhaled observations.
(What you see is but a reflection of you!)